Monday, December 29, 2008
Microsoft- Pay as you go??
Are you kidding me? This seems like a blatant nail in their own proverbial coffin. I can envision the Mac commercials now...
Mac: "Hi I'm a Mac"
PC: "And I'm a PC- that'll be $1.25"
Mac: "What do you mean PC, they haven't done anything yet?"
PC: "That's the beauty of it, they didn't have to, another $1.25 please."
Mac: "PC, do you really think you're going to get friends this way?"
PC: "That's the beauty of it, they don't need to be my friends...."
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Organized my photos
Check out some new sets I've put together recently:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/mariuccij/collections/72157607256322620/
Pregnancy News
Ashley and I went into the hospital yesterday morning (Friday) to have the Amnio test done (I'd butcher the full word if I tried to spell it). Unfortunately it came back negative. This means that Braden's lungs haven't developed to the point where an early delivery could be induced.
SooOOoOo no baby this weekend, unless her water breaks which then makes delivery inevitable. Ashley was really upset with the news, because her contractions have gotten worse, and remain at 3-5 minutes apart. The docs gave her another refill on the Vicadin to help with the pain.
So yep, we'll keep everyone posted, hopefully he arrives as soon as he's healthy enough to (and not a minute later, for Ash's sake)...
Keep up the good work mommy!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Merry Christmas everyone!
From our family to yours- Merry Christmas!
Friday, December 19, 2008
New Office YAY!
Also, I owe much to Jerry and Marty as well, thank you guys for EVERYTHING you did! I promised Ashley that now that my room is done, she gets her laundry room down here. Our basement is (was) one of those old dungeony types. You know the kind- stone walls, plaster falling off em, a lone toilet hangin out in the back room. Yea, that was our basement. This room is the first of four we'll eventually tackle down here. Makes the house feel SO much bigger.
I have to mention that before this room, my office was in a small bedroom whose ceiling angled up about 45 degrees, so this is WAY more room than I'm used to.
YAY L-shaped desk!!!
Before / during:
After:
Sunday, December 14, 2008
We have a peculiar visitor...
So I threw it in drive and quickly ran in to grab my camera (which of course was inside). I swear I've gotta start carrying my camera around with me... Anyways, I was able to sneak back outside and grab a couple shots of him in the tree outside our house. He was only about 10 feet away at the time.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Photography by g.benz
http://viewfromthetundra.com/2008/12/10/urban-jungle-on-the-tundra/
News: Hubble finds carbon dioxide on extrasolar planet
Just caught this today, it looks like we've found evidence of carbon-dioxide on a planet roughly the size of Jupiter...
The NASA/ESA Hubble Space Telescope has discovered carbon dioxide in the atmosphere of a planet orbiting another star. This is an important step along the trail of finding the chemical biotracers of extraterrestrial life, as we know it.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Alien Squid with... elbows?!
Catch the whole article here:
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2008/11/081124-giant-squid-magnapinna.html
OshKosh B'Gosh Photo
Its interesting to think about what life must've been like back then....
Isabella-isms II
My awesome sister Melissa has this little saying. She loves to say: "Peanut butter toast -AHHH!" Maybe if she's up to, sometime she'll recount the tale on how that all came to be... I think it has something to do with being drunk and craving toast! So anyways, Isabella has recently adopted this saying, but instead it comes out:
Lol. I just about keel over laughing every time she says it. Another thing she says is, if she's trying to show off something new, whether its clothing, or jewelry or her hair that she thinks is pretty, she means to say- "Look at me, I'm pretty" but she says instead- "Show me- show me!"
Haha what a little diva.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Paul & Jeff ride the scooter...
Cancer: The Treatment, Part 2
Kind of a dreary subject- I know, but I guess its good to talk about it and get my thoughts out. So I last spoke about the first part of my treatment, here's a small recap:
I was to undergo two rounds of chemotherapy as a "preventative maintenance" on my body, to make sure all cancer cells were destroyed. I had been given Neulasta because my white blood cell count was dropping pretty low, and had a PICC line put in so that I wouldn't have to be poked every other day.
The PICC line was for the most part REALLY convenient. I remember my last day, my veins had atrophied a little and they had to poke me 8 times before they could get a good feed into my system. All those pokes could have been avoidable had I actually been able to keep the PICC in.
So, what happened to the PICC you may be asking? This post is about just that. My staff infection. I'm sure you're all drooling with anticipation!!!
Again, I want to stress this isn't about pity, I don't want people feeling bad about any of this, its my way of talking about what happened and bringing this moment of my life out for others to read about. So anyways! On to the show so to speak...
The Wedding
Ashley and I and a couple friends had a wedding to attend in August. Ash was the maid of honor and so had a pretty central role in the wedding. At this point things were starting to get edgy around our house. I was going through some really crappy bone pain, so much that it was difficult to lay still. Ashley was holding out like a trooper on the outside, but inside was being torn apart seeing me like that. I know now how upset she was, but she never showed it. To this day I feel bad, looking back, that she had to take the burden on her shoulders during this time.
So things were stressful to say the least and she had a lot of pent up anger and frustration, some directed at me, most directed at the situation. The wedding was in Steven's Point which was I dunno- maybe an hour and a half away from home. My mom took Isabella for the weekend in the hopes that we could have a nice quiet mini-vacation. We arrived in Stephen's Point the day before the wedding, and had a pretty uneventful day (in regards to my health). For the most part I felt normal, minus the pain in my legs.
But that changed before the ceremony when I started to feel very strange. I felt light-headed, I started to sweat quite a bit, I just couldn't get my bearings straight. I decided to stay in the hotel during the ceremony to try to get some more rest. Ashley at that point just figured I didn't want to be there and I think was a little upset with me for not making it. Which in all honesty was partially true- I really didn't want to be there. After all I had lost all my hair, I felt drained, it just felt like I wasn't me. I didn't want to look at me just as much as I didn't want others to!
So I sat the ceremony out, and climbed into bed. Later that night they had the reception, and I felt compelled to get out of the hotel. The main reason was because Ashley wanted desperately to dance with me at least once.
I went and was able to spend some quality time with Molly and Brandon (our wonderful niece and nephew). Ashley had been whisked away by the bride and groom for a time and so I was left to my thoughts. I ducked out for a time behind the reception hall and took a walk near a baseball diamond. I remember thinking about how wonderful life is and how fleeting this world is from a humans point of view.
We're all so busy busy all the time, its moments like that that I wonder for what- the world still moves of its own accord, life still blooms and time ticks onward. Is it worth it to be so busy? Would it not be more enjoyable to spend time not being busy! It was pleasant standing there watching the sun set. That is much more my element than a crowded hall with a hundred people I don't know and frankly don't care to know. But I digress!
I tend to do that every now and again! Anyways, I returned to the hotel fairly early that night (yes after dancing with Ashley), and abruptly fell to the pillow and blankets of our bed. I woke up several times shaking that night and couldn't get warm enough. I was sweating and had a very high fever, but felt ice cold.
We were both concerned the next morning when my condition hadn't improved. So we immediately left for home, and once there decided to go straight to the hospital.
The Staff Infection
We arrived at the hospital before we went home, and they admitted me into the emergency room where the nurse immediately took my temperature. It came back 99.5 degrees. Now if you know my wife, she is a no-bs kind of woman. She knew that my temperature was way higher than what the nurse had said it was and demanded that she retake it. When the nurse wouldnt, she found another nurse that would, and finally (much to my chagrin), my temperature was retaken (this time in a less humble location).
Turns out my temp was close to 104. I was shivvering and could not get warm, immediately the doc was in looking at my PICC line. The source of my fever was the PICC line, it had become infected. They unwrapped the PICC and began to pull it out. At which time, they noticed that there was a green (I know I know I'm really sorry for the visual here) liquid that came out. Without much warning, the doctor said- okay, we're pulling this out, you may feel a bit of a sting.
Now when they take a PICC line out, especially one that is close to your heart, you'd think they'd not yank it. But thats entirely what the doc did. He grabbed the end that was in my arm, and just started pulling it out. Within seconds the PICC was out and I was being given liquids to help hydrate.
I was in the hospital for 5 days recovering.
The doctor said that had I waited another few days, my arm would have needed to be amputated. I was only half way through my chemotherapy at this point, and boy was I done.
Again, my friends and family were so awesome during all this. They were all there for me and more importantly- there for Ashley, who really needed the shoulder to cry on. This was the closest to death I had ever come in life. The cancer seemed a little superfluous after that.
So to wrap things up, I was given a couple weeks to heal up before starting the last session of chemotherapy. I'll probably continue with that in another post...
Monday, December 1, 2008
TED Talk: Mars Rovers
TED Talk: Coming Neurological Epidemic
Space: Who Knew, #13
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I came across this article on Magnetic portals today and thought it would be a nice addition to my space series. Check it out...
So everyone knows that the Earth has a magnetosphere, or that is a magnetic field that extends far beyond the Earth. In this wiki article, it goes on to say that magnetic fields continue on infinitely, though weaken as the distance grows from its source. I also learned here that unlike geographic poles (ie- the north and south poles), magnetic poles wander independently of each other, and by as much as 15 km per year.
Not only that, but there is strong evidence that supports the theory of magnetic field reversals. That is, magnetic North becomes South and vise-verse. I first learned about this in college, its pretty interesting, quoted from here:
Based upon the study of lava flows of basalt throughout the world, it has been proposed that the Earth's magnetic field reverses at intervals, ranging from tens of thousands to many millions of years, with an average interval of approximately 250,000 years. The last such event, called the Brunhes-Matuyama reversal, is theorized to have occurred some 780,000 years ago.
There is no clear theory as to how the geomagnetic reversals might have occurred. Some scientists have produced models for the core of the Earth wherein the magnetic field is only quasi-stable and the poles can spontaneously migrate from one orientation to the other over the course of a few hundred to a few thousand years. Other scientists propose that the geodynamo first turns itself off, either spontaneously or through some external action like a comet impact, and then restarts itself with the magnetic "North" pole pointing either North or South. External events are not likely to be routine causes of magnetic field reversals due to the lack of a correlation between the age of impact craters and the timing of reversals. Regardless of the cause, when magnetic "North" reappears in the opposite direction this is a reversal, whereas turning off and returning in the same direction is called a geomagnetic excursion.
So that's pretty interesting indeed, we may be in for a new reversal some time in the future if this theory is correct. But whats this about magnetic portals then? Check out this article:
"It's called a flux transfer event or 'FTE,'" says space physicist David Sibeck of the Goddard Space Flight Center. "Ten years ago I was pretty sure they didn't exist, but now the evidence is incontrovertible."
Indeed, today Sibeck is telling an international assembly of space physicists at the 2008 Plasma Workshop in Huntsville, Alabama, that FTEs are not just common, but possibly twice as common as anyone had ever imagined.
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Researchers have long known that the Earth and sun must be connected. Earth's magnetosphere (the magnetic bubble that surrounds our planet) is filled with particles from the sun that arrive via the solar wind and penetrate the planet's magnetic defenses. They enter by following magnetic field lines that can be traced from terra firma all the way back to the sun's atmosphere.
"We used to think the connection was permanent and that solar wind could trickle into the near-Earth environment anytime the wind was active," says Sibeck. "We were wrong. The connections are not steady at all. They are often brief, bursty and very dynamic."Several speakers at the Workshop have outlined how FTEs form: On the dayside of Earth (the side closest to the sun), Earth's magnetic field presses against the sun's magnetic field. Approximately every eight minutes, the two fields briefly merge or "reconnect," forming a portal through which particles can flow. The portal takes the form of a magnetic cylinder about as wide as Earth. The European Space Agency's fleet of four Cluster spacecraft and NASA's five THEMIS probes have flown through and surrounded these cylinders, measuring their dimensions and sensing the particles that shoot through. "They're real," says Sibeck.
http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2008/30oct_ftes.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth%27s_magnetic_field
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Magnetosphere
Who knew???
Beautiful APOD today...
http://www.spacetelescope.org/news/html/heic0822.html
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
Morning Snow
TED Talk: Design of the Universe
It has to do with how scientists have been able to piece together what the known universe looks like based on observations from right here on Earth.
He provides some interesting data about dark matter and how clusters of galaxies tend to clump together due to the effects of gravity and dark matter over the course of billions of years. He sites data taken from the WMAP satellite and talks about the new Planck satellite that is due to launch later this (or next?) year.
Oh and I didn't realize that the Milky Way Galaxy is somewhat alone in the universe, or more aptly described, it isn't surrounded by large clumps of galaxies like much of the rest of the observable universe- but I'll let him describe that as he does a much better job.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
South Park Sunset
Saturday, November 22, 2008
False Alarm!
It actually turns out the test was negative, soooo yeah. No baby today!
80% chance of having a baby today?
Chances are we'll be delivering in Green Bay if the baby hasn't dropped yet.
Friday, November 21, 2008
PC's new book
You might want to take John Hodgman's new book, "More Information Than You Require," with a grain of salt. Or maybe the whole shaker.
Like its predecessor, "The Areas of My Expertise," Hodgman's latest is an almanac-style compendium of facts ranging from the historical to the trivial. Except it's largely bogus, often completely made up and delightfully absurd.CNN:Why did you decide to do a second book?
John Hodgman: My first book was called "The Areas of My Expertise," and like my new book, it was a collection of fascinating trivia and historical oddities and amazing true facts -- with the advantage that all the amazing true facts were made up by me.
I really wanted to write the second book, "More Information Than You Require," because [with] the first book of fake facts [being] only 236 pages long, people might think that I was a sane person. By adding an additional 300 pages to the total world knowledge count, I now look completely insane.
CNN: How do you go about researching your book?
Hodgman: I compile it by not doing any. My research generally involves me sitting down and thinking of all the half-truths and common misperceptions I've picked up along the way, and then I'll supplement that with a little bit of surfing the Internet, which is my favorite repository of dubious scholarship, and then I fuse that into the kind of world-complete knowledge that only my book can provide -- unresearched, largely fictional and entirely true.
CNN: Your book contains some interesting information about the electoral process, for instance.
Hodgman: It is that time of year that we pretend to vote for a president -- and I say "pretend" because, of course, we cast our ballots and create the popular vote and then all of those ballots are taken to a vault in upstate New York and hidden away and never looked at again. And then it goes to the Electoral College.
Now the Electoral College is a beautiful college in upstate New York. A lot of people have visited its campus. The town of Electoral is not much to speak of, I have to say.
CNN:And in your book we learn some strange but "true" things about America's presidents, including Woodrow Wilson.
Hodgman: Yes, Wilson was incapacitated after he had a stroke, so they had to put him in a special "stroke box," and from that time on, his wife really acted as the de facto president. That's why he was given the nickname "The President Who Is Secretly a Lady," and lots of people thought she was running interference and making all the decisions, and from time to time, they would say "Look, we need to see the president."
He was locked away in a closet, and she would bring him out, and even then they were suspicious -- they thought he might be a ventriloquist dummy shaped as Woodrow Wilson. But she had them tricked -- it was ventriloquist dummy made entirely out of Woodrow Wilson.
HAHAHAH!!!!!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Its happened...
It snowed yesterday briefly, and although it was brief, the snow hasn't melted completely. First signs of winter are finally here.
Time to get out the shovels... (and snow blowers for you luckier ppl)
Dev strikes it rich with iPhone game
http://www.cnn.com/2008/TECH/11/18/iphone.game.developer/index.html
Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside...
Monday, November 17, 2008
Another Update
I have to send out a huge thanks to my family for all their love and support in all of this. My mom and sister took Isabella for a few hours on Saturday that really helped, and my dad has been awesome helping me with various projects around the house.
We're lucky to have the family and friends we do. Anyways, I hope everyone can enjoy their day today. The sun was out this morning which was super refreshing (and still no snow- so woot!)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Prego Update
She's had these confounded things for about 7 weeks now, I don't know how she does it... Anyways, she's at the hospital now, and I'm sitting here missing her! Isabella and I brought her dinner and watched Finding Nemo for about an hour and a half before we left for home, so she had some company tonight at least...
As much as I love my little girl, and love the idea of having another child.... I don't think I'll ever put Ashley through this again. Looking forward to when Braden is born and she can be comfortable again!
You're a trooper Ash, I love you!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Solar Panels get efficiency boost
Pretty neat article. My hope is that in the near future, all homes will have the option of placing solar panels on their roofs, thereby generating their own power. It would surely revolutionize the way we produce power...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Congratulations Paul & Stacey!
Phoenix Lander goes silent
Well, looks like the Phoenix rover has died due to the harsh Martian winter, just as was predicted. NASA knew they only had a small window with which to actually use the rover before winter set in and cut off the lander's solar power source, and today they issued a statement declaring the mission officially over.
Maybe next summer the rover will again become functional, but that is highly unlikely to happen.
Space: Who Knew, #12
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Today's rant will be on Absolute Zero.
So what is Absolute Zero anyways? If we were to convert it to Fahrenheit, the Absolute Zero wouldn't be zero at all- it'd be a staggering -459.67 degrees. Nor would it be zero if we converted it to Celsius, Absolute Zero would still be -273.15 degrees. Now that's somewhat chilly!
So in what system is Absolute Zero actually equal to zero? That would be the Kelvin scale. It is defined more precisely as "the theoretical absence of all thermal energy". That means that on the molecular level, all atomic movement slows. As the temperature drops closer to absolute zero, atoms and even light, or the particles that make up light (the photon) behave different than at higher temperatures.
You'd think that the outer reaches of space might grow this cold, but in reality, the closest we humans have cataloged to absolute zero thus far is 1 degree K, recorded in the Boomerang Nebula:
In February 2003, the Boomerang Nebula, was found to be −272.15 °C; 1 K, the coldest place known outside a laboratory. The nebula is 5,000 light-years from Earth and is in the constellation Centaurus.[7]And actually, scientists have been able to push temperatures down far closer to absolute zero (but can never feasibly reach absolute zero) in the lab than has ever been observed in space. At these temperatures even light behaves differently, check it out:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Absolute_zero
The speed of light, as we've all heard, is a constant: 186,171 miles per second in a vacuum. But it is different in the real world, outside a vacuum; for instance, light not only bends but also slows ever so slightly when it passes through glass or water. Still, that's nothing compared with what happens when Hau shines a laser beam of light into a BEC: it's like hurling a baseball into a pillow. "First, we got the speed down to that of a bicycle," Hau says. "Now it's at a crawl, and we can actually stop it—keep light bottled up entirely inside the BEC, look at it, play with it and then release it when we're ready."What an amazing concept...
http://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/12359501.html
So what does all this really have to do with space? Well, I recently read Michio Kaku's book "Parallel Worlds", and am currently chewing through Brian Green's "The Elegant Universe". In Parallel Worlds, he speaks a little about what our universe looks like, and the properties it exhibits. Scientists widely believe that the universe is still expanding, but many hypothesized that the expansion was slowing. Recent studies have shown that the data suggests otherwise- the expansion of the universe is actually speeding up.
From the moment of the big bang, the universe, like the outside of a balloon, seems to be expanding. Just as if you were inflating the balloon. He talked a little about what would happen if the expansion kept going, pushing our galaxy, and our solar system further away from the known cosmos. He called it the Big Freeze I believe:
The idea of heat death stems from the second law of thermodynamics, which states that entropy tends to increase in an isolated system. If the universe lasts for a sufficient time, it will asymptotically approach a state where all energy is evenly distributed. In other words, in nature there is a tendency to the dissipation (energy loss) of mechanical energy (motion); hence, by extrapolation, there exists the view that the mechanical movement of the universe will run down in time due to the second law.So anyways, theres no real need to fret, because as Sir Martin Rees so elequently puts it in his TED talk: "...by that time... human beings will look nothing like they do now..."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Freeze
Who knew???
Monday, November 10, 2008
Isabella-isms
I give it a 10 on the cuteometer
The other funny one that I can think of is when we go to the hospital with Isabella (or any place that has an elevator for that matter), when we use the elevator, we've gotten into the habit of calling it the "Bellavator".
Nice.